OK I feel OK about posting a bit about what has went on in my life. Recently after some online harassment/stalking from my exes girlfriend I was forced to go to the police, so they could ask her to stop. As far as I know they did and it has stopped. However this has left me fearful of what length's this woman will go to. When I go to school or work will it extend there? Since I have no idea of how far both of their stalking extends I no longer feel safe posting the most intimate details of my life at the very least until my divorce is processed, but I hate to be completely silent.
Life otherwise has been wonderful for me. I have chosen a career path and will go back to school after my youngest is a year old. My goal is to have a career that will allow me to comfortably support myself and my boys without "needing" support from their Father. I feel like I really have made a good impression thus far even going far as when I called to book a test the instructor remembered me and had been hoping I would be calling. That felt pretty good. The information session I attended was not a small group and they do several a month.
I have also been seeing someone. Without embarrassing him to much by disclosing to much I can say our blooming relationship has been fantastic and wonderful. He is kind, funny, good with my boys, smart, and so respectful of me... I can honestly say I am in love with this person. To be in love scares me a bit because I worry that my judgement's are skewed by my past relationship but I am trying really hard not to let those feelings overshadow my new relationship. I really feel like right now I am at the place in my life where I am supposed to be with the the person I am supposed to be with. With him I feel content and at peace, I don't have to be anyone but myself. Maybe that's the way it's supposed to be...
I am really looking forward to the day I can say my divorce is final and perhaps I can start sharing a bit more about my life on the blog. I hope all my blog friends are doing well. I promise even if I am scarce here now I do still religiously read your blogs. Until next time....
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5 comments:
I love your blog Tanya.. look at how far you have come in a year. You are a survivor and are moving towards making a better future for yourself and your boys. Great job, you should be so proud of yourself!!
I'm glad to see things working out for you.
Keep being positive!
I'm in a relationship, I'm going back to school, I have a son a, bills, no job, and the best is yet to come, I can't wait!
you are doing great tanya...keep it up!
~miscouchemommy
I still love you. ;)
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